Where to Captain?

I made you a card... Drew you running with a gown on, there was a stack of books off to the side and a finish line that read: Congratulations!

I drew it up a few weeks ago and had not written anything inside yet. I burnt that card today because I realized if I could not find the words to properly congratulate you while you made me happy... I would certainly not be finding those words now that it hurts to think of you.

Nothing has changed, my brain is still my navigator, my heart is still on a sleeve as 2nd in command and Mr. Johnson is still the captain of the ship. While these three are together at the helm, this ship can't sail far. It never does and I don't think it ever will while he's still the captain. Although my heart may lead the mutiny against him, the victory of it all is always short lived and he always gets his ship back. The navigator trusts him too much and won't ever let my heart be more than a consult.

Where to captain?